♥ notes of my life :)

26.12.10Y

let's tie a knot in my heart to prevent the feeling flow into my heart.

26.12.10

i miss korea...

because it's in another side of the world...

where there's no u....

im feeling blue-er and blue-er...

what's wrong huh???!!!

26.12.10

23.12.10Y

i had just made a wish..

santa had just accomplished my wish..

good though.....

and lots of thgs had flashed back in my mind...

u've successfully made me hopeless..

thank you..

and,good luck to u...=)

23.12.10

22.12.10Y

9 days trip in korea has just end like this...

and now i feel blue..T.T

and not because of 1 reason...

it's like the mixture with lots of chemicals...

this feeling is so damn!!!

missing u,missing korea,missing tour members,missing holidays = my feeling

few days left before sch reopen...

and i wish u are here with me to chat...

we are like stranger again....

and the way u chat with me was like...

didn't show that u miss me...

school reopen,probably not same class with my buddies?

probably im gonna drop class?

probably ready to face the new situation with new classmates?

it is really takes time...T.T

homeworks,tuitions,stress,exams,spm............

why am i worrying this kind of thgs???!!!

shouldn't i enjoying now??????????????!!!!!!!!

im thinking too much again...)''=

22.12.10

11.12.10Y

*monday and tuesday is gonna snow in seoul,HOPE I COULD FEEL THE SNOW! *

tonight's weather in seoul is NEGATIVE 9!!!!!!!!!!

so,would my skin shrink on tuesday early morning??!!

probably would shivering there..LOL

but,it's not a big thing for negative 9....

coz i just checked the forecast,and the coldest place in the world right now is under NEGATIVE 38!

WTH.....so,compared with negative 9...?

not a big deal...LOL....

but then compared with 31 degree?which is the weather in malaysia..

IT'S A BIG DEAL!!

live for 16 years,the first time under below 0 degree on tuesday early morning...

gotta feel it!

what to do?living in malaysia,as a malaysian...probably the weather is between 29-33 degree...

so,I JUST CANT WAIT!

11.12.10

9.12.10Y

为情自杀?

值得吗....?

对家人说对不起,但还是要自杀....==''!!!!

看太多戏了吧....

在戏里面,自杀很潇洒,很伟大...

我觉得想要自杀的人都应该会有这样的心态....

真的是变态....

一点都不潇洒!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

9.12.10

7.12.10Y

would you angry someone just because you're not good in mood but,he/she is innocent?

would you mind that your weaknesses are always being told without realising your feeling?

would you think that are you deserve to scold someone before you do?

would you mind someone's feeling before you do whatever thing to he/she?

do you think you are perfect?

do you see your weaknesses?

do you need advices?

do you think you won't do something wrong?

do you think you won't do something that makes people hate?

how if you're threaten like this?

ARE YOU SURE?

you can't control anyone,but u can control yourself.

i'm easily to get hurt with your tune,volume,voice..

your volume has just straight away shoot into my heart,seperated into half.

here's the heartbreaker.

S.U.C.H.A.B.I.A.T.C.H.

P.I.S.S.E.D.O.F.F.

7.12.10

mother fucker!

7.12.10

for last time,i will be hating you and scolding you i my heart...

but for now,i will try my best to have higher rate of tolerance

and learn to forgive...and trying to look everything from ur situation..

though cant be 100% without hateness...but...

just give me some times alright...

i need more forgiveness and tolerance in my personality...

i admit that im really abit hot-tempered...

trying my best not to ask more things,as to appreciate what i have..

trying my best to tolerate...

trying my best to have more forgiveness..

trying my best to accommodate everyone...

trying my best to stand in ppl's situation before doing any decision or sumthg else..

i'm not perfect..but im trying to have maximum of perfection which is possible to a human being

if i had hurt u or anything else which let u didn't feel comfortable...

i'm sincerely apologize to you.

S.O.R.R.Y.

p/s : u may tell me what i have to improve,i don't mind.

7.12.10

6.12.10Y

so yeah,back from vietnam on last saturday.

but then i have the mood to blog bout it now but not yesterday.HAHA

first thing,airport to hotel....

here's the advice for u if u're goin to vietnam...

don't ever pay to the taxi driver anymore after u've paid to a counter thingy at airport.

i mean if u're taking the taxi from the company.

basically,it only takes u 10USD

so,the hotel is satisfied...with european style decoration.

and the room is with a desktop provided,which is the best thing ever.HAHAH

though it's not that big,but it's alright for me.

and 1 of the receptionists is damn friendly and cute.

so just jalan-jalan at the night market which just located not far from hotel.

and yeah,scarfts and wooden thingy are cheap and nice.

hrmphh,then went to cu chi tunnel on the second day.

joint the tour to cu chi with whole bunch of ang mossss~LOL

it's unique and worth to go...THUMB'S UP

and dad played with M16 with 10bullets.

LOL,was damn loud man..

then,third day to mekong river...

with 90% of ang mossss again,4 philipines,2 china,and others entah lar..xD

and it's ok too...

with a few small islands...and bla bla...

bout the food,france-sandwich is a must.

seafoods,vietnam kuey teow,pork chop rice and blahhh~

overall,it's quite okay..HAHAHHA!

but im more interested in korea trip for the next!

can't wait DUHH!

next monday,with business class...YAY!

6.12.10